Abyss of my soul...

Just so that my journal won't be deleted O.o I guess xD

My 'Abitur' is nearly over and when I've done my exam in Biology next week the only thing left is to wait for the results. I hope that I passed every subject, don't want to repeat this fucking learning all day long. But we'll see in the near future.

Yesterday I finally send my application to StepIn for the AuPair work in Ireland. I'm very nervous 'cause I don't know if I'll find a family. Hopefully I'll hear from the agency in the near future to get something of a confirmation. Another point in my life I can't do anything about but wait and hope... The problem is I don't have another plan should this one not work. Yeah stupid me! But I hope to find a second plan if everything fails <.<'''

And now I definitely need to learn for next weeks examinations (I don't want to but I don't think that I'll get through without learning >.<).
But...I think I'll stop pestering you all with my not that good mood. I need more free time xD~

See ya!

Meme: The rules are simple. Just create a post about a few things that have made you happy recently. Then tag 8 people and have them post this meme on their journals.

School is a bitch at the moment, 'cause my 'Abitur' is in a few months, but never the less it wasn't such a bad week:

- My mother gifted me with a 'Jack Wolfskin' jacked *___* (I wanted to have one sooo~ damn long)

- Aya gave me the joy of this fantastic game, I think I'm near addiction *coughs*

- School marks are improving (especially in math)

- We are meeting this evening for a 'Sing Star' evening compared with watching 'Meet the Feebles' again ^^'''

- And thx again to Aya for supporting me with my worries about the testing *hug*

So...whom should I choose *g* Phaeton has done it, than tagging goes to: vidaebumblebeebuschjazzica015lacrimaaliebchen_chanmizstorgew_indsfanseth_chan

You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 27 things about you. Just copy and hit reply and paste in the comments section with answers. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! Then copy the meme and see if anyone answers you.



01. Do you have a tattoo?
02. How old are you?
03. Are you single or taken?
04. Eat with your hands or utensils?
05. Do you dream at night?
06. Ever seen a corpse?
07. George Strait or Jay Z?
08. How did we meet?

HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART...

09. What's your philosophy on life and death?
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
11. Do you trust the police?
12. Do you like Country music?
13. What is your fondest memory of me?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you cheat?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair?
21. Do you sing in the shower?
22. What's your favorite color?
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
25. What was your first impression of me?
26. Have you ever done drugs?
27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Name:	Christina
Birthdate:	02/16/1989
Birthplace:	Siegen
Current Location:	@ Home
Eye Color:	Green-Grew
Hair Color:	Dark Brown
Height:	about 1,75
Weight:	I can't hear you!
Piercings:	none
Tatoos:	none
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:	@ the moment I'm single
Overused Phraze:	Komm rein kannst'e rausgucken!
FAVORITES
Food:	Noodles
Candy:	Gummy things xD~
Number:	3
Color:	blue
Animal:	snake/dog
Drink:	Ice Tea
Alcohol Drink:	Batida de Coco/Long Island Ice Tea
Bagel:	O.o
Letter:	äh?
Body Part on Opposite sex:	*caugh*
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing:	McDonalds
Strawberry or Watermelon:	Watermelon
Hot tea or Ice tea:	ICE TEA
Chocolate or Vanilla	Chocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:	Hot Chocolate
Kiss or Hug:	Hug
Dog or Cat:	Dog
Rap or Punk:	Punk
Summer or Winter:	Winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:	Funny ones
Love or Money:	Love...money doesn't makes you happy
YOUR...
Bedtime:	between 11:00 and ...
Most Missed Memory:	Is one which hounds me...even after all this years...
Best phyiscal feature:	Now it's getting scary xD~
First Thought Waking Up:	Do I really have to...
Goal for this year:	Getting my Abitur!
Best Friends:	Julia the very best and then Silke
Weakness:	My heart >.<
Fears:	To lose one of my beloved an to die without someone crying for me...
Heritage:	äh?
Longest relationship:	I think...1/2 year...
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank:	Oh yeah...
Ever Smoked:	*nod*
Pot:	Never ever
Ever been Drunk:	Jip >.<
Ever been beaten up:	Yes
Ever beaten someone up:	Yes
Ever Shoplifted:	No
Ever Skinny Dipped:	Nope
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:	Yes
Been Dumped Lately:	Hmmm dunno at the moment
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color:	a realy dark chocolate brown
Favorite Hair Color:	Very dark or blond
Short or Long:	something in between
Height:	not important
Style:	Dunno
Looks or Personality:	Personality
Hot or Cute	a bit of both
Drugs and Alcohol:	Alcohol would be okay but drugs...
Muscular or Really Skinny:	ot important
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past:	Only a hand full of big things!
What country do you want to Visit:	Japan
How do you want to Die:	I don't want to in the near future
Been to the Mall Lately:	Yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Not really
Get along with your Parents:	I have to
Health Freak:	Jip
Do you think your Attractive:	Nope
Believe in Yourself:	Sometimes
Want to go to College:	Im a German one we don't habe Colleges xD~
Do you Smoke:	Quit it
Do you Drink:	Sometimes
Shower Daily:	Every other day
Been in Love:	Yes
Do you Sing:	Yes in the shower xD
Want to get Married:	YES
Do you want Children:	Jip 2 would be best
Have your future kids names planned out:	Not yet...
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:	O_o
Hate anyone:	Hate is such a bad word...but yeah I think so...
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Half an hour ago I came home after a long evening with my friends. I went into the living room and was like: "Hi mum I'm home you can go to bed now!" 'cause she never goes sleeping before I'm save @ home. 5 mins later my dad came upstairs and wanted me to come with him 'cause my mother wouldn't believe that I'm home O.o
I think I'm a big black hole...or transparent! Scary xD~
And by the way, I'm actually in my very last spring holidays since today >.< Damn.

Ich habe mich dann auch mal entschlossen mich von LJ ein wenig ab zu nabeln und ein neues Journal auf zu bauen. Mal schauen wie das wird O.o